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I didn't expressed myself right, sorry... I meant, in the dream I felt peace because I was in the church and that was all that I needed, to be there... and I think I dreamt of that, of a mass taking place, because I felt bad at myself for I haven't gone to church in the longest time, hence the guilty feeling.
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4/18/2006, 6:20 pm
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Today I had to take a blood test...
have I ever mention how needles are one of my fobias?
The thing is my hands are looking kind of yellow, it might be because I'm pasty white pale complexion but my dad has been on my case about it and some friends have noticed too; I must admit I'm kind of worried as well, I'm not the greatest patient, I hate being sick and in fact seldom get sick... is weird enough that last week I got that flu episode and dad thinks perhaps it has to do with the hands (he believes himself doctor sometimes).
I have never thought about my liver as much as I have today. It's silly but what would happen if I missed it? How much do I own to all these great, little things inside me? Simple, they keep me alive and it might be corny to some but it's something worth keeping in mind everyday. It can be surprising to realize most of the time you haven't loved your body right.
I hate needles because they remind me I'm supposed to be here for a while.
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4/22/2006, 1:14 am
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I got a little scared by your last sentence:quote:
Iriana wrote: I hate needles because they remind me I'm supposed to be here for a while.
My world isn't perfect today, and it feels like I have to struggle my way trough...but in the end it's always worth it.
You only live once, and you should make the most of it, but at the same time take care of your self.
You all feel like good friends to me now, and I care about you and hope you all are ok and happy with your lifes. I mean; their are still much more to come.
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Cecilie 
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Well, I'll be waiting for your results on here. And I really hope everything is ok with you!
I'm mostly ok, I've had a few weeks where everything's had the feeling of working against me...but, I think it's only my mind running wild.
I have a lot of school work to do, and I want to earn some money (but I can't find the time to do it).
To be a musician is a lot of hard work, and very often I'm wondering if I'm doing the right thing. The answer is always; as long as I love what i do, then it is the right thing.
You've caught me in an emotional state, and tomorrow I will probably feel more cheerful.
Tonight I've been trying to drink my worries away.. 
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Hey... I would have love to take on acting or filming but instead I went for safe ground, trying to balance what I like with the practical side of things... and you have doubts when you do that too. I guess is because the power of decision is overhelming, you can't stop considering the many options you ruled out and multiply them in the many different roads they could have lead to.
No matter where you stand the grass will never look green enough as it looks on the other side, but believe me, everything happens for a reason and you are exactly where you are ment to be. God has mysterious ways, don't they say?
Remember every great star today has a very sad E! True Hollywood Story from yesterday.
I admire you for going after your passions. How did you settle for it, what made up your mind on taking that decision?
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I took that desicion six years ago.
We all had to figure out what we wanted to focus on in school, and I found that the thing that brought me most joy in life was playing on my violin.
I started playing when I was 7 years, now I'm turning 23.
Just consider doing something almost every day for that many years, then maybe you'll understand the feeling.
But it was only when I turned 15 that I really started thinking about it, and ever since then I've not been able to picture my self doing anything else.
And I guess that's my answer right there, pure and simple.
Now what about you, beautiful? 
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thanks to 3sacharm for siggi
