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viscountessjamie
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...the one thing that made guilty is not being able to be "there" for you ladies the exact moment you most likely needed another ear to listen...really sorry, i know how important it is to be heard, to be acknowledged, silly or not...
...here's one more to be guilty about...i am now going to take advantage of this space to express my thoughts...
...day job...a means...savings, pay the bills...actually enjoy the work per se...only limits my time for other things...and i'm the one who always advises for having a life...now, i slowly feeling the pressure of being a really responsible adult...don't want to lose myself...
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8/28/2006, 11:28 am
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Lady LaRouge
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having a bit of writeres block for my one story which is frustrating,
but Fall is arriving, leaves are just starting to fall and the poetry is flowing fast and free...
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9/6/2006, 12:57 am
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Lady LaRouge
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I don't even know where to put this anywhere but think I have to get it out so here it is...
so I haven't been feeling my best and some of you know that. I joined a coulpe sites as places to vent and see if it might help. Some of the issues on these sites are very heavy. Sometimes I call them my dark sites. I also knew ther could be some negative sides to being there. Today one of the fears happened I saw a post yeaterday on the one I use most that a young woman some of them knew from another site (they didn't say what one) had committed suicide. I didn't recognise here real name. Today I went on what I call the "harsh site" and realised who she was. I still didn't really know her as I hardly post there but I had seen her posts and she always seemed so optimistic and hopeful for that place and encouraging other people in their hard times. She was so beutiful. It's bothered me quite a bit as the hours have wron on. Apperently they didn't even find her for a couple day (her roommates didn't open her door. She took an overdose. I was afraid since I've been there there was the posibility of some one I knew ther dieing but didn't realise how bad I would feel. I've almost cried a couple times for this girl I didn't know.
sorry to burden you if anyone comes and reads this but I had to let it out (and wasn't sure about doing it on those sites.)
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That's really sad, Deni! It must have been a terrible shock. Glad you found a place to let your feelings out.
I'm going to do the same thing...
Why is it that bad things always come on the same time?!
My uncle found out he has cancer this spring, and was in and out of the hospital all the time. This was really hard on his wife (my aunt), and when they came to visit during the summer they looked really tired and my aunt wasn't feeling well. We all thought it was because of all the worring(?) over my uncle...but in september she went to the doctor and they found cancer in her lungs. They started treatment, but she only worse...a week ago she past away. And that's when I was told the cancer was discovered too late, and had spread to her brain.
Now, my uncle is looking worse than ever...and I feel completely helpless!
I played at the burial, because my uncle asked me, it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I almost felt like I was standing outside of my body while I was playing, it was scary and I felt like I couldn't play with feeling.
I'm proud of myself for being able to go through with it, though I wish I could have "cried" with the music.
I just needed to get this out, and this is also why I haven't been around the boards as much as I used to.
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11/23/2006, 5:56 pm
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Lady LaRouge
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((HUGS)) Lilly -hope you and you family manage in this difficutly time. I've been thinking of you.
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Very Frustrated!!!!
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