I'm sorry to hear that you're going through all that difficulty. Rest assured, we will be praying for you. 
May the Lord bless you, comfort you, and draw you closer to Himself through this time.
It may sound cliche, but remember to read your Bible daily, no matter how much you read, just be in God's Word.
We're glad to have you a part of this board, Moriah, don't disappear on us with all the issues thrown at you in real life.
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Carry me, I'm just a dead man lying on the carpet, can't find a heartbeat,
Make me breathe, I wanna be a new man, tired of the old one, out with the old plan - JoC
