randomjoe
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Suicide isn't funny nor is emo!!
I am a random ordinary person, I have a different account that I normally use but this is kind of embarrasing to say, I have a problem, no I am not a drug addict, or a teen mom, No, I cut myself. It is pretty sad that I have to create a new account in order to ask for help, and it is ever worse that I am asking advice from a band. I am here because I cant tell anyone I know, I have tried and hinted around but my friends and family are dense, and they are always making fun of emos, so you decide. should I tell people so all they can do is joke about it. I don't know how to stop, my parents would be crushed i mean my dad is a pastor and almost daily I will drag a blade across my skin. I hate doing it i wish i never started. But everytime I try to quit, I am always being told that that is what I deserve. Words aren't painful enough, I need the emotional pain and then physical pain.Some people say that when they bleed they feel a release, I don't. I feel even worse, I have to hide my cuts. I don't feel release, i don't want that, I want it to hurt because that is what I deserve. I know I am kinda pathetic, spilling out my guts on a punk band forum but i figured you could help me, i mean s.k sings the song me and Jesus. Meaning their must some help found here...
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5/13/2008, 11:04 pm
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pindizzlegurl124
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Re: Suicide isn't funny nor is emo!!
well honestly i have no clue who you are (which i guess is a good thing) but i didn't see this until just now because the board has been messed up and it doesn't say when there are new posts. since you posted this in prayer requests, i'm assuming you're requesting prayer for it, but even if you weren't i'll be praying for you. i really don't know what to tell you besides that, but i'll be praying.
--- " YAY TREVOR. GO TREVOR. TREVOR ROCKS..TREVOR IS AWESOME..TREVOR..OWNS trevor umm..IS BEAUTIFUL.." --JesusRocksHard
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5/24/2008, 5:12 pm
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Muisje
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Re: Suicide isn't funny nor is emo!!
same here, i didnt see this before either. anyway, first thing i thought was: youre not pathetic. youre looking for help, thats a good thing. i want to help you, but i dont really know how. i think you should tell someone anyway. when they know youre serious they wont make fun of you.. or you could go see a doctor or someone at school - i dont know, but there are people who can help you.
i just have a question: who tells you you deserve it? you don't - Jesus loves you the way you are, He died for you and thats enough, you dont have to be punished or anything.
i dont really know what else to say.. but ill be praying for you.
--- If a problem isn't worth praying about, it's not worth worrying about.
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5/30/2008, 11:35 am
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