This board is multifaceted, crossing various topics from New Age, spirituality, metaphysical, psychology, physical issues, relationships, emotions, self-help and more. It is created for those who seek change and desire to empower themselves, to live life as an expression of who they really are in unconditional love. If you think/feel that your life and this world full of denial, fear and unlovingness is totally opposite what you desire, it is no coincidence that you are here.
To say that this board will be controversial is an understatement as it goes against almost everything society presently believes to be true about emotions, feelings, life and love. But then why wouldn't it be controversial if the desire and goal is the opposite of what is presently being experienced! To empower yourself, you need to be open to challenge everything you believe to be true, especially about love, life, emotions and feelings and also be willing to end your denials of self.
I openly share the knowledge, tools, messages and insights that I've gained through sixteen years of intensive personal experience and in working with others on their journey. Feel free to visit the various forums and posts and to also add your personal experiences, comments and questions. It is my intent that the ideas and works that will be discussed within this forum will not only expand your consciousness, but also activate your emotions and touch your heart.
In love, light and life,
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About my Journey and this Community
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Greetings,
I feel I need to give you a brief, yet thorough idea of where I’m coming from, what I've experienced, where I'm headed and the purpose of creating this community. I not only share the knowledge, tools, messages and insights that I've gained through thirteen years of intensive personal experience and in working with others on their journey, I also share my heart and my humanity. While what I'll be sharing with you may seem scattered and remote, all pieces are relevant and are a piece of the puzzle. Not only do you need to become aware these individual, yet connected pieces, you also need to make the "connection" to your experiences in your daily life. Once you’ve made that connection, the "lights" will begin to flicker as your consciousness stirs. As you move further into healing your emotions and releasing the mental blocks, the more you will begin to see the illusions we have been calling love and life.
The work within this community is unique because it goes against everything society has been lead to believe about emotions, feelings, life and love. We've all been searching for the truth and unconditional love and we've all been taught “the truth” and how to be loving (notice they are not one and the same) and in all the thousands of years of teaching it has never been successful. Why? Is it because we are ignorant, or because the present teachings are flawed, or both? People search for the truth, yet are afraid to speak or hear the truth, so how can we ever find the truth if it’s always denied? Emotions and feelings are also a part of who we are or we wouldn't have them, and to deny them is to deny a part of who we are, to deny a part of who we are is to deny ourselves unconditional love. By denial, we then give ourselves conditional love, which always feels incomplete and "controlling," and is what we in turn share with others. It's time for denials to end and the truth to be heard, "and the truth shall set you free."
My trek began in 1990, when frustrated with my life and traditional dogma; I began my search for the truth. In the following seven years I had read over 250 books on almost every "new age" topic trying to find answers to my probing questions. As I ventured into the great unknown I had no guide, no sign posts, only my mind and my feelings, which I didn’t trust, to help me find what I was missing in my life. I was blinded by a fog, aware only that I was searching for something but not knowing what I was searching for, how to find it, where to look for it, or to even know if I had found it when I did, and then what to do with it. While this outward search offered some part truths, something was always missing. I was looking for a common thread that would link them all together and it wasn't until I obtained, Right Use Of Will by Ceanne DeRohan that things began to click and make sense for me that "felt" right, even though I didn’t understand it at the moment. What I found that was common, was not what was being said, but what was not being said, (denial) and that was a turning point.
By early 1997, I was meditating, meeting my guides and totems, channeling messages, clearing my astral plane, working with my chakras, doing past life regressions and inner-child work. All these "tools" opened new frontiers for me and it was at this time that I also began to keep journals, not only of my messages but also of my experiences. While this inward journey was new and exciting, something was still missing and I finally realized that now I needed to combine the "tools" that I had discovered, with the esoteric points of view and the emotional work that RUOW provided. During the next four years, I began to merge and apply them as I ventured further into this new and unknown emotional territory that took me through feeling almost every possible emotion as well as some experiences that are beyond belief. It was also confusing and frustrating as I went through the gradual processes and different levels of healing; how I "couldn't see the tree for the forest" and that there is no "quick fix" if true healing is the intent.
Finally in 2000, I experienced unconditional self-love for the first time in my life (in my existence) and I was awakened, so to speak, as what I experienced was a 180-degree shift, a complete reversal of what I had believed love was. Love was one thing that I didn’t expect to discover in my search for truth, as I believed that I was already a "loving" person. To begin to know the truth of what love is, I had to know what love is not. It took me eleven years to move from awareness, through the process of finding the tools that I needed, learning how to use them, to finally entering the gap and reaching my awakening point, that of bringing consciousness to unconsciousness with unconditional self-love. It was then I discovered the truth of how and why it was really me that was being unloving to myself, and that my present experiences were actually false feelings and emotions that were also a reflection and a re-action to that unlovingness. Once I had this realization and insight, it was as if the fog had been lifted and my journey became clearer, but at the same time, I was flooded with even more questions.
Now, I'm on the next step of my journey and that is to integrate this new awareness into the physical world, to heal other aspects of me, to walk my talk and to bring Heaven to Earth. I know that what I've found, others search for and hope to find, and this is what I want to share. To find the love, joy and the magic in our hearts and to share the expression of who we really are is true life. While this journey into the unknown is frightening, it is also exciting as it "feels" right, with a simple knowing that can’t be described but is heart felt. I created this site to not only share my messages, insights and tools but to also share my desire, dream and vision for the New World, of bringing Heaven to Earth. I invite those who also have a desire and dream of a New World, to share in this adventure and journey.
Namaste,
John Rieger a.k.a. shenreed
"Healing begins in the Heart"
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